Monday, July 7, 2008
It will be soon
"It will be soon." Is it just me or do you feel like I have had to hear that a million times?? We called FTIA today and they said they have received a correspondence from China and that our LOA would be on it's way soon. What is soon? Soon to me would have been getting it all done in one week! Instead we are working our way through the steps all over again. We got a PA on the 26th of June. Are they telling me that now we are waiting on an LOA together with a TA or are we waiting on the TA separately?
I would have been fine if they would have just told me I would be working my way through all the steps again. But, instead, everyone kept saying soon. If you ask me, soon has come and gone.
I really need to keep this is perspective. At least they gave us a new referral and a relatively healthy one at that. And, if I really trust God like I say I do, then why am I having such a hard time trusting him with the timing?
I bet God gets so frustrated with me. He proves himself over and over and over again. Then, when things don't go as I want them to go, I want to throw myself down on my bed like a spoiled brat, cry and not function the rest of the day.
That's pathetic! Forgive me Lord!
On a happy note, I have some very good and gracious friends throwing me a shower tonight! So sweet!!